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YESSSSSSSS! :DDD
auditions didn't screw up yesterday. it's wonderful to see the seniors again especially uncle e whom i haven't seen in like, a gajillion years. but was tired out by auditions and i have no idea why. it's not as if i was doing strenous work or anything hee. 32names maybe? one girl got so nervous she started laughing and had to go out to calm down. oh dear. and when she couldn't sing the notes properly, she would wave her hands around wildly and fan herself. and one girl smirked at others when they couldn't sing the notes right and HAHAHA a bit she herself also couldn't? tsktsk. ok wait no more badmouthing.

next week is killer week. 6 tests? this is a hint as to how sec4'll be like in later months. if only i could have multiple clones of myself, and then each clone would focus on 1 subject and life would be so much easier :) right who am i kidding.
but it's the weekend and i'm in some bubble. the full impact of next week hasn't hit me yet and i feel absolutely no worry and distress and urgency and as if there's no test! ok that's so warped.

mum has commenced her CNY baking. yum cornflake cookies! i love cny. full of lovely angbaos and bakkwa and pineapple tarts and new clothing. yay!

i'm glad i grew up listening to abba. makes me appreciate oldies so much better. airsupply, beegees, simon and garfunkel, carpenters. there's a whole new world to explore and enjoy!
and i'm glad i grew up reading books. who knows what my english'll be like without them? books are such comfort and company whenever i feel sad/angry/annoyed/happy/bored/blah/etc. and it's so easy to get lost and immersed in the story and some really good books really reel you in and you actually do feel as if you're at the scene witnessing it firsthand or you feel for the character so much or you cry at the end because the story or ending's beautiful.

i think it's important to have alone time for yourself. it's amazing what your brain can work out when given a peaceful, maybe lonely, environment. like say, just sitting in the dark on your bed and the whole house's quiet. or sitting by yourself under a tree. or sitting on the sand while the tide comes up. it's almost, enlightening.

i think i've gone, gained, gone and lost my passion for _____. it snapped in me suddenly, and now it seems to have gone as quickly as it came. it's rather sad actually.

in a really weird way, i think i miss both my sisters. it's so, warped. i mean the house is so much more peaceful. now i hardly fight with my parents and we only get into menial quarrels even when we do. and no one to irritate me and fight with and harbour super ill feelings towards and make me seek refuge in my room where it's the only safe place for me to be. but somehow, i kinda miss them. it totally goes against logic.

drats i want it to rain now. fit my melancholic mood. who knew blogging could make my mood turn 180degrees?
i think i shall go read a book. ta people.
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