29.6.08

the windows are closed
but the family's still inside
lighting candles in the blackout
walking by the glow

I am standing on the street
the lamplights are a darkness
I've lost my sense of direction
I have nowhere to go

what do i know?

the windows are closed
but I can feel you on the other side
from the dark of my bedroom
you're just out of reach

I am pressing on the walls
no stars around to guide me
I've lost my sense of direction
falling into the breach

what do i know?

when you hear me,
listen to what I'm saying
when you see me,
look me in the eye
when you know me,
try not to be frightened
when you speak to me
tell me everything
is going to be fine

~How They Met And Other Stories

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25.6.08

my new skin matches the total anxiety i'll be suffering from this year!
aye, i quite like it.
i haven't done a single bit of work today, i think i shall stay up today.
i have no more tests this week (except eng summary tmr. meh, killjoy). i think i shall relax slightly more this week.
yeah.

SENIOR youth sunday school class gonna go sis charlene's house this fri to watch movies! aye, relaxing!
going orchard with yiying on sat to hunt farewell presents, followed by visiting choir during open house, followed by stake talent night and its rehearsal beforehand. aye, busy!

shinny and debbie, just want to tell you'll that I LOVE BOTH OF YOU VERY BERY VERY BERY MUCH MUCH MUCH! and i have total faith in you'll that you'll lead choir and comm fantastically. aye, jiayou jiayou! friggin proud of you'll i'll say.

i realised that i totally forgot to mention about baking with choryi! she came over to my house during the hols after school to learn to bake brownies. aye, best batch ever!

heeheehee :)

aye, new term = new table partner = charlyne lai!
haha the LAIs are sitting tgt, we so cool yo.

major mugging time is gone this weekend. i probably should go now and make up for it.
aye, ciao world!

22:45
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21.6.08

SPONGEBOB MARATHON!!!
it was so frickin super awesome. fantastic like no one's business. hahaha i started at 2 and ended at 730? AHA. HAHA. AHAHAHA. i'm delirious just thinking about it. you know, that'll be a fantastic bdae present. yes indeed. AHA. AHAHAHAH. HAHAHAHAHA! HEEHEE. AHAH. ok i'm going crazy.i think thur, 19 june was one of the best days of my june hols EVER EVER EVER!
and tsk, hyrum has very bad discipline. supposed to be studying econs, but kept coming out to watch too (the tv volume was not helping heh). ah then watched a little House cos they were too, ooh super good. then had tution. meh trigo sucks. sucks sucks sucks! >:( very demoralising.
then onson walked me back home and there i was dissing smokers and wahey, a smoker walks past us. haha! oops. ah well, serves him right.

stake fireside last night was super good. the speakers were amazing, and the Spirit was so strong! and saw the Seow kids again! excellent stuff.

meh, school's starting.
I AM NOT READY FOR 92358761428713423487569 TESTS PER WEEK!!!!!
and i still have 2 more tkam essays to do, unseen poetry exercises to complete, ss chap 2&3 to study for, integration & vectors to prac finish, (unknown) bio ws to try, shoes to lace, bag to pack, sleep to catch up on, books to read, a house to vacuum...
oh my a house to vacuum. ciao world.
I'LL BE BACK.

21:27
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17.6.08

"My friend and i were shocked and crashed into a notice board and dustbin respectively"
HAHAHA i laughed really long and hard upon reading that!

oh yeah. yw activity on sat to bake cookies was fun. deafness as usual.
kandace: dhoby exchange
me: lilo and chips?

So You Think You Can Dance is back!!! aargh i want to follow but i bet my mum won't allow. meh. auditions yesterday were quite cool though. there were like 2 of them who had prothestic limbs. awesome. haha nigel was hilarious. "That was part crumping, part tapping. Would you call that crapping?" HAHAHA.
and benji made a guest appearance! his younger sister went to audition and he was her partner! aargh so cool please!!!!!!!!!!

going hyrum's TMR to watch like, 3 days worth of SPONGEBOB episodes?! hah all these changes. finally finally. finally!

i am gonna visit jing and leryee this fri at john little! i shall bring my camera and we shall camwhore a little (hopefully their supervisor doesn't notice a thing). i shall make their last day a fantastic ending! thereafter, i shall proceed to church for the fireside and be edified. good plan. but of course, before that, i'd have completed yet another lit essay and done my chem alkenes/alcohols/carbolyxic acid ws by then. peace of mind!

stayed up till 1+ to read. stayed up till 2+ to do lit essay. i demand a good night's rest from now on! but, gal is quite a good companion. entertaining much!

parents bought back durian yesterday! i think i shall go eat some more now. nyeh nyeh!

21:03
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16.6.08

at 5th aunt's place again. whoo had quite a lunch at Peach Garden with the parents & yeye. meh. I AM SO FULL. must say the food was pretty fantastic!

it's already 4+, i haven't done any schoolwork and i'm still not at home and i still have to go library. meh!

missed sop1 outing sadly :(
but whoa, last week was a super churchy week. amazing.
uncle's outing this coming thur? hopefully, but i have no idea.

haha going hyrum's house ~~on wed~~ tmr to watch almost 3 2 solid hours of SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!! nyeh nyeh bet you're jealous, suckerrrrr. i should do it more often. i wish i wish i wish i had cable. meh.
onson gave me FREE kinder bueno when he came on sat. hah take that! and he made a very funny comment when i told him about post-yc dance. suckerrrr.
(i'm cheapskate. deal with it.)

"you didn't leave me ur picture and i gave you mine"
HAHAHA i nearly died laughing reading that sms. actually, it sounds like a line from a song. cheesy song, that is.

galvin promises me a free (expensive) meal when my birthday rolls around. i shall hold him to that. muahahahah. that reminds me, i still owe amanda & jesmine a present each. meh!
ooh but wait! prom is apparently on 25 nov! that's only 3 DAYS BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY. fellow friends, i demand presents on that day.

i think when school reopens, i'm gonna miss choir like !@#$%^&*()
meh, school sucks when all you have to look forward to is tests tests tests tests tests. and sadistic teachers. but at least there's friends. but no more choir!!! gah meh bah.
i mean, it's the singing that kept me sane. meh, i'll even miss standing in front and leading choir. who'd have thought i'd miss presidenting? certainly not i, especially last year when i had just stepped up. nooooo. as a matter of fact, i hated being a president. seriously. but now? ah i miss it. and i haven't even had a choir practice where i'm not in the front.
i remember screwing up bajillion times. and i doubted myself because of that. and then i screwed up more! then things changed. no idea how, but it did. and i wish i could turn back time and do things all over again. make it evermore meaningful.
stepping down sucks. sucks core. S-U-C-K-S-C-O-R-E.
but then, change does have to take place. i can finally focus on studying and attempting to pull my grades up. meh, studying sucks. sucks core. S-U-C-K-S-C-O-R-E. i can't even look at a trigo question without freaking out. and onson's like, "you cannot like that." hunh easy for him to say. he and noobcake are math kings hellooooo.
pardon me while i scream. i think i'll go sit in choir for their next two practices. then i'll slooooowly wean myself off. then after recovering from choir+ms lim withdrawal symptoms, i shall be ready!
meh, i'm going crazy.
meh, it's 5 already. what are my parents doing?! i need to go home and start on lit. ew lit.

16:32
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15.6.08

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

quite forgot to mention this.
meet the new successors of mas & i!
presenting to you...

shinny & debbie ! (and mas & me of course)
jiayou in leading choir to greater heights ok? GWH, of course.

and yc was awesome (in case you haven't noticed). i think i shan't do a travel log. enjoy the pictures my friends! haha too bad so sad if you missed out/didn't go.
Woodlands Ward, we were/are/will be totally awesome yo.

oh post-yc dance. hm let's just say,
I'VE NEVER SPENT SO LONG IN THE KITCHEN IN ANY OF THE DANCES I'VE BEEN TOO.
may more (not such) dances come to past.

22:16
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12.6.08

helloooooo people! got back from yc last night feeling exhausted but super happy! pictures pictures!

me & shannon <3

kandace & her bag which is like, more than half her size!

Woodlands Ward YW! <3

Group 1! <3

me & han! see our near-identical shirts? we so cool yo

Sutera Resort!

frickin big lily pond

pretty lilies!

imitation Koko Krunch

the pretty pool! (which is actually full of floating insects and the cleaning they do every morn doesn't really help)

emo shot HAHAHA

me shannon sam

me kandace shem

trent's mugshot (& bro shu jian). i'm good man

Room 21, the place where ppg screamed at the MANY MANY HUGE FLIES that infested and died in our room, played Phase 10, gossiped, etc (that's kan & sam's legs. unglam much?)