ok, so maybe i don't hate chem so much now i woke up wednesday feeling more civil towards chem now, I HATE AMATH doing some other school's prelim paper is making my nervous and irritated i'm prepared to tear my hair out (oh hyperbole) i mean, out of a cool 11 questions, i only could do 2 without problem?! AAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH WHAT AM I COMING TO THESE DAYS
oh well school today with roxanne haha so many people in school! jia, jiafeng, jiamin, ah kok, emtan, yiling, stacy, yishu, us :) i settled chem ONCE AND FOR ALL (huh sure) amath is still, questionable
read finish Almost Alice <3! has anyone heard of the Alice series? by Phyllis Reynolds Naylor i think it's an awesome series been following it since primary school when bish introduced it to me it's actually rather realistic and tackles the average female teenager's problems (well, pretty average) and it's highly entertaining! i think any author who can actually make the reader really care for the outcomes and feelings of a character is a brilliant one i care for Alice! and i'm so happy now that she's getting back with Patrick (who was a total jerk when he broke up with her 2 years before)(and who's leaving in 3 weeks nooo)!!! and oh my Pamela got pregnant (she's 17) but suffered a miscarriage haha ok so it's still a relatively happy ending i think anyone seeing me read would think i'm crazy i laugh, smile, frown, exclaim, gasp, wail, read aloud lovely :)
anyone wants to hear about homeostasis/molecular genetics/cell division? i've got those chapters more or less down pat and i need to practise on someone and once again, PLEASE ANYBODY LEND ME SS BOOK 4 OH NO OH NO OH NO
joe the plumber! heard of him? he's a household name now considering how many times his names was mentioned in the last US presidential debate HAHAHA i think it's amusing
I AM LOSING MY SANITY. EVERYDAY, I TRY TO DO ONE FULL CHEM PAPER AND HALF OF A MATH PAPER. I AM LOSING MY SANITY. I HATE CHEM I HATE CHEM I HATE CHEM I AM SICK AND TIRED OF LOOKING AT CHEM!!! BUT I STILL HAVE A PAPER 2 TO DEAL WITH LATER. I HATE CHEM I HATE CHEM I HATE CHEM I AM BEGINNING TO THINK AMATH WILL BE A PIECE OF CAKE I AM BEGINNING TO BELIEVE WHAT ONSON AND NOOBCAKE SAYS COS I TRIED 07' PAPER AND IT'S AMAZINGLY (RELATIVELY) EASY YAY! AND THEN BIO AT NIGHT TILL WHO KNOWS AND CHAPTERS OF FLUFFY BIMBO BOOKS IN BETWEEN TO TAKE MY MIND OF CHEM I FINISHED ONE CALLED "CONFESSIONS OF A SERIAL KISSER" HAHAHA IT'S SO IMPOSSIBLY IMPOSSIBLE AND BIMBO THAT I LAUGHED MY HEAD OFF I NEED TO START SS ANYONE HAS BOOK 4 WHICH I CAN BORROW TO COPY NOTES FIRST? I LOST MINE! CAPS LOCK IS USEFUL WHEN YOU FEEL AS UNSOUND AS I AM I HATE CHEM I HATE CHEM I HATE CHEM I THINK I NEED RETAIL THERAPY OR SOMETHING JUST, NOT CHEM I HATE CHEM!!!!!
You don't know what it's like, to love somebody (the way I love you)
Nothing is more constant than change. i've never heard of this line before, but dad tells me it's so common in the workforce. well then, one learns new things everyday. President's Monson's talk during General Conference really touched me today. i don't really know why, but it did. he mentioned something about everything never stops changing. children leave, loved ones die, and so on.
and it suddenly occurred to me that friends change too. not too long ago, i remember during recess hypo remarked, "hm, myra's a nice name. i'll name my daughter that" to which i replied "haha that you must invite me to your baby shower and i can be the guest of honour!" and zhuwei added "but first she must get married! and I will be the bridesmaid!"
i asked myself then, will we really stay in touch after so many years? that we'll invite each other to distant-in-the-future weddings and whatnots? and i asked myself that question again today. it really takes effort to keep relationships going, to keep wanting to meet up and talk and share about almost everything.
and today in the Life! section, one writer mentioned about meeting up with her uni friends after 3years, and despite busy schedules and milestones, they still got together and swapped stories. and i think of my mother herself, who has kept in contact with precious few secondary school friends. 3 to be exact.
and i wonder, will i be able to do the same? my current batch of friends has certainly grown on me. indeed, secondary school would be nothing without them. i love them to bits and pieces, but who knows what the future will hold?
change. everyone needs change. but sometimes, i don't really want change. i want my friends to be by each other's side forever, i wanted uncle s to be president forever, i want to never have to grow older and face more life challenges that will increasingly get harder.
and yet i want change. how contradictory.
but one thing i'm really glad for in my life is definitely the gospel. i think that's one thing that has alwasy been a constant in my life. i've grown up in the church all my life, been spoonfed lessons and principles and values and knowlege of what's right and wrong. and i'm really thankful for all that.
but one thng i'm really thankful for is definitely good friends i've made in the church. everyday, every week, every year, i just get to know them better and better and better. i've never appreciated them more at this point of time. and it's not just those in my ward, but those in the stake too. it's amazing how much i look forward to seeing them every stake activity/meeting. it just feels, good.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! he turns grand ol' 51 today. my word.
i won't make this smaller cos i want everyone who watches this to see fully how HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT this dance is!!!!! danny is awesomely manly yet graceful i have no idea how he does it lacey is superb and best of all, she's benji's sister!!! and dmitry choreographed this dance!!! hotness overflowing for this dance!!! :)))
successful jump shot on the school roof :) the school roof is a very very cool place with a very very cool view whereby only very very cool people like us get to go and take such very very cool shots by a very very cool and pro photographer (mr koh no less) sec 1-3, enjoy being envious :)
this is kinda cool reverse psychology and all have fun naming the celebrities and uh, don't bother going to the web cos it's for americans only
9 14 19
those are the increasing numbers who ponned school these past 3 days haha and i'm part of the 19 yes 4truth is so cool
hc open house tomorrow!
o levels soon soon soon. I HOPE I DON'T DFGGQPUTPONZXCBLAHSFGH AND SUDDENLY QWPOUTJSNASBFZXVMN DURING ALL MY UIRWTNMNZBGLSHDLIHFIUY PAPERS AND WRITE RUBBISH LIKE WQOPUTROIEYNBZVLHLA
ooh forgot to mention about Singapore Grand Prix 2008! i think it's really such a pity that Massa's team of engineers totally let him down. but, at least it puts Hamilton 7 points ahead of him yay!
see him drive off with it! apparently one crew member was injured at the neck and even had to wear a neck brace! ouch.
doesm't the track look pretty? reading about the event in the newspapers makes me feel proud of Singapore! like WOW people are flocking to this tiny place to catch the inaugural night race. coolness coolness.
anyway, i think Ferrari president Luca di Montezemolo is a total sore loser. he has [poured scorn on Sunday's Singapore Grand Prix, saying the "circus" track and the use of the safety car had been humiliating for Formula One]. tsk! just because ferrari didn't win any points doesn't mean he actually has the right to make such stupid comments. kapeesh!
anyway, look! haha that's 1st for finishing scripture mastery mind you :)
renovation works going on next door. drillings and hammerings and various loud noises can be heard occasionally. i keep thinking a crack will appear on the wall sooner or later, followed by the drill or something. harrumph.
this headlining news on the front cover of the Home section is exactly the news that onson just told me about yesterday!!! oh my word so so freaky. you think this sort of things only happen to people, like farfarfar-off people. then bam! someone you know is indirectly involved with it and even provides you firsthand information. like woah.
prelim results has been fully released. i still refuse to calculate my L1R5. miraculously, i actually have 2 A1s!!!!!!!!!! 2 frickin A1s!!!!!!!!!! ok that's really pathetic compared to people like abby and the likes, but STILL.
i have tons of papers to do today. disgusting! well than, bye.
